How She Died, How I Lived

Name: How She Died, How I Lived
Brand: Hachette Audio
Availability: InStock
Author: Mary Crockett
ISBN: 9781549117244

Author: Mary Crockett

Narrator: Bailey Carr

Unabridged: 10 hr 24 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Little, Brown Young Readers

Published: 11/13/2018

Categories: Young Adult Fiction, Girls & Women, Social Themes

Synopsis

Girl in Pieces meets The Way I Used to Be in this poignant and thought-provoking novel about a girl who must overcome her survivor's guilt after a fellow classmate is brutally murdered.

I was one of five. The five girls Kyle texted that day. The girls it could have been. Only Jamie--beautiful, saintly Jamie--was kind enough to respond. And it got her killed.

On the eve of Kyle's sentencing a year after Jamie's death, all the other "chosen ones" are coping in various ways. But our tenacious narrator is full of anger, stuck somewhere between the horrifying past and the unknown future as she tries to piece together why she gets to live, while Jamie is dead.

Now she finds herself drawn to Charlie, Jamie's boyfriend--knowing all the while that their relationship will always be haunted by what-ifs and why-nots. Is hope possible in the face of such violence? Is forgiveness? How do you go on living when you know it could have been you instead?

Reviews

Goodreads review by Alana

Never in my life have a reached out to an author after finishing a book until now. That's how powerful I felt this story was and I am so incredibly grateful to have been given the opportunity to read this. Our narrator struggles throughout the entire story with why she got to live and Jamie had to di......more

Goodreads review by ✧ hayley (the sugar bowl) ✧

➳ 3 ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ ╰┈➤ ”i am many things, but loveable isn't one.” well you got that right 😌 this book was mid. i expected it to be a more high stakes, heartbreaking novel but it ended up just being basically a romance with some ptsd thrown in there. i enjoyed it enough but it was kind of underwhelming. im......more

Goodreads review by Sian

In summary, this was an average story told from the shallow perspective of an annoying narrator surrounded by watered down characters. It could have been great. But instead it took the potential it had to be a deep and meaningful story that dealt with a serious subject matter and wasted it by being......more

Quotes

Praise for How She Died, How I Lived:* "The writing grabs readers and never lets go. Crockett delves deep into the heart of grief and pain through her narrator, who is witty and vulnerable, making this a quick but heartrending read. An outstanding debut."—School Library Journal, starred review

"One of my absolute favorite books of 2018! An unforgettable and unputdownable read."—Shelf Awareness

"Crockett has crafted dynamic characters that will stick with readers long after the book is closed."—Booklist

"The narrative voice is highly credible as it canvasses the fluctuating range of emotional highs and lows, the sine curve of fear and empowerment, and the fully realized ethical dilemmas that follow a trauma that hits far too close to home."—BCCB

"[How She Died, How She Lived] authentically portrays the real feelings of someone who survives a tragedy. Recommended for readers of realistic fiction and those who have lost someone close to them in a senseless crime."—VOYA