Look at Me!, Jonathan Reiss
Look at Me!, Jonathan Reiss
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Look at Me!
The XXXTENTACION Story

Author: Jonathan Reiss

Narrator: Jonathan Reiss

Unabridged: 10 hr 50 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Publisher: Da Capo Press

Published: 06/09/2020


Synopsis

A compelling biography of SoundCloud sensation and rising star XXXTENTACION -- from his candid songwriting and connection with fans to his tragic death.

At the age of twenty, rapper Jahseh Dwayne Onfroy-aka XXXTENTACION-was gunned down during an attempted robbery on the streets of Deerfield Beach, Florida, mere months after signing a $10 million record deal with Empire Music. A rising star in the world of SoundCloud rap, XXXTENTACION achieved stellar levels of success without the benefit of a major label or radio airtime, and flourished via his passionate and unfettered connection to his fans.

In Look at Me!, journalist Jonathan Reiss charts the tumultuous life and unguarded songwriting of the SoundCloud sensation. Unlike most rap on the platform, XXXTENTACION's music didn't dwell on money, partying, and getting high. He wrote about depression, suicide, and other mental health issues, topics that led to an outpouring of posthumous appreciation from his devoted fanbase. It was XXXTENTACION's vulnerability that helped him stand apart from artists obsessed with being successful and "cool." Yet these insecurities also stemmed from-and contributed to-his fair share of troubles, including repeated run-ins with the law during his teen years, a disturbing proclivity toward violence, and a prison sentence that overlapped with the release of his first single.

Through the memories of the people who knew him best, Look at Me! maps out the true story of an unlikely cultural icon and elucidates what it was about him that touched the post-millennial generation so deeply.


Reviews

Goodreads review by Trini on July 29, 2020

It was shocked when I won the book in a give away It was the best day of my life wym i was really excited to read it and the author is the sweetest person ever and i encourage everyone to read it I’ve been a fan of jahseh since I was a middle schooler and I’ve learn so much things I didn’t before th......more

Goodreads review by Valerie M. Thurston on January 12, 2022

Thoroughly Researched & Well Written I learned a lot about the artist and about the music industry today. The author presented the good and the bad and allowed readers to draw their own conclusions if they chose. I appreciate the room he left to believe that people are capable of changing and that ho......more

Goodreads review by Jerrod on March 24, 2022

My interview with the author and good friend Jon Reiss: [URL not allowed]......more

Goodreads review by Madison on December 31, 2024

Everything was written well and explained well. Great life story......more

Goodreads review by Georgina on March 21, 2025

It’s an amazing book but wow x was really a terrible person and he died before he could rectify his mistakes......more


Quotes

"[Look at Me!] goes into unprecedented detail about X's murder"—The Miami New Times

"Filled with emotion, compassion, understanding, and accountability, Jonathan Reiss takes an honest look into what made XXXTENTACION beloved by so many yet hated by others."—SOHH