I Meant It Once, Kate Doyle
I Meant It Once, Kate Doyle
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I Meant It Once

Author: Kate Doyle

Narrator: Hannah Church

Unabridged: 6 hr 50 min

Format: Digital Audiobook Download

Published: 07/18/2023


Synopsis

This “gorgeous, electric” collection of short stories is about the inner lives of young women during their transformative twenties, navigating relationships, nostalgia for the past, and the uncertainty of the future (Mary-Beth Hughes, author of The Ocean House).

With this sharp and witty debut collection, author Kate Doyle captures precisely that time of life when so many young women are caught in between, pre-occupied by nostalgia for past relationships—with friends, roommates, siblings—while trying to move forward into an uncertain future. In “That Is Shocking,” a college student relates a darkly funny story of romantic humiliation, one that skirts the parallel story of a friend she betrayed. In others, young women long for friends who have moved away, or moved on. In “Cinnamon Baseball Coyote” and other linked stories about siblings Helen, Evan, and Grace, their years of inside jokes and brutal tensions simmer over as the three spend a holiday season in an amusing whirl of rivalry and mutual attachment, and a generational gulf widens between them and their parents. Throughout, in stories both lyrical and haunting, young women search for ways to break free from the expectations of others and find a way to be in the world. 

Written with crystalline prose and sly humor, the stories in I Meant It Once build to complete a profoundly recognizable portrait of early adulthood and the ways in which seemingly incidental moments can come to define the stories we tell ourselves. For fans of Elif Batuman, Ottessa Moshfegh, Patricia Lockwood, and Melissa Bank, these stories about being young and adrift in today’s world go down easy and pack a big punch.
 

Reviews

Goodreads review by Victoria on August 19, 2023

Now THIS is literary fiction. This book got me out of my reading slump. Each story I got so immersed that I forgot about the world around me. As soon as I finished it, I wanted to flip to the beginning and read it all again. It’s been a while since a book has made me feel that way. The writing was i......more

Goodreads review by Hailey on January 16, 2024

I really enjoyed The Goldfish in the Pond at the Community Garden, Cinnamon Baseball Coyote, We Can’t Explain, and This is the Way Things Are Now. The rest were just okay — nothing too special. I wished that the stories weren’t so dreary where nothing was looking up for the characters the majority o......more

Goodreads review by Alex on February 15, 2025

this book has that certain je ne sais quoi that i can’t articulate in any meaningful way except to say: i was meant to read this. even the title is so delicately perfect. did i love every story? no. should that matter? yes. but does it? no. ‘i meant it once,’ i’ll miss reading you.......more

Goodreads review by Grace on January 03, 2024

i enjoyed these stories. they most certainly laid out experiences and feelings of women amidst their twenties. i liked that they weren’t trying to convince you of anything, and instead were just laying out occurrences and the feelings surrounding them, there was no reveal really of an outcome—things......more

Goodreads review by Veronika on September 15, 2024

I liked this collection of stories that captures “messy twenties” deeper and more literary than most modern novels claim to do. nothing actually dramatic happens, it’s all in the mood, thoughts and feelings. I wish I could relate and/or understand the characters more, some stories (especially about......more


Quotes

I Meant it Once signals the arrival of a major talent and voice. These stories are by turns funny, melancholy, wry, and piercing in their insight. More than that, I arrived at the end of each of these stories feeling a little less lonely in a world that seemed a little less dark. Kate Doyle brings a rare confidence to stories about the lonely, the prickly, the aimless, and the out-of-sorts, all told in prose that is lively and beautiful. I loved these stories.”—Brandon Taylor, author of Booker Prize Finalist Real Life and Story Prize Winner Filthy Animals

"Kate Doyle's sentences are something to be savored, and the characters in these stories live and breathe and stand up fully from the page. Perceptive, funny, forthright, and often alarmingly relatable, I Meant It Once is a tremendously good debut." —Claire Lombardo, New York Times bestselling author of The Most Fun We Ever Had

"Crystalline, funny, and richly alive, the stories in I Meant It Once thrilled me with their emotional acuity, their delicately nuanced portrayals of desire and intimacy, and their formal and syntactical dexterity and play."—Lynn Steger Strong, author of Want and Flight

"With I Meant It Once, Kate Doyle proves to be an exciting, fresh, intelligent, unique, poetic and wild new talent. More, the stories feel like dispatches from the front of modernity. This is what it feels like to be here, and young, right now. This is a timely, inspired, great book."—Darin Strauss, author of Half a Life

"Kate Doyle’s economical and beautiful prose is suffused with a wistful melancholy shot through with wry humor, and we feel her characters’ longing as though it is our own. The details are exact, as are the insights; the stories feel utterly real. The result is intimate and propulsive. An exceptional debut.”—Cara Blue Adams, author of You Never Get It Back

"Kate Doyle’s gorgeous, electric fiction upends expectations about how stories are told and what exactly needs telling. Lovers and rivals, siblings and friends navigate the funny, strange, sometimes explosive, sometimes transcendently beautiful terrain of love and ambition. These are wise, intimate, essential stories."—Mary-Beth Hughes, author of The Ocean House

“In this incredible collection, with inventive and beautiful language, Doyle captures the stories of young women who find themselves so close to transformation into a defined version of themselves, one that will lead to a future that will hold them, and she does so with honesty and verve.”—Kevin Wilson, bestselling author of Nothing to See Here and Now is Not the Time to Panic

"The crystalline stories of I Meant It Once capture the complexities of our most intimate relationships—between partners, friends, family, and with one's self. Kate Doyle is a gifted storyteller, with a highly attuned sense for both language and vulnerability. This collection brims with the aches and longings, those wrenching pangs of emotional resonance, that one searches for in great fiction."—Alexandra Chang, author of Days of Distraction